I want I want I want
23 October 2008
kotaete boku no koe ni
Where are you going?
Away. Away from here.
Hahaha. So in the end, you're going to run.
I guess.
Wow, you really are quitting. If you're so decided, why are you still standing there?
I just wanted to see one last time.
See what? Your dead dreams? The promises you couldn't keep? Why?
So I may never forget.
It's time you learned.
I know. I don't see what's funny.
It was doomed at the onset. You knew that.
Yes.
I don't know what's sadder. That you knew or that you ignored the fact.
...
Did you really imagine things would be different?
I did. Or at least, I hoped it would be different.
Oh, grow up. That idealism of yours will be the death of you.
I know.
Take a good look. THAT is not the only thing a shambles here.
It was lost at the beginning.
You knew that and you still bled for it. Now, you're more miserable than when you started.
I can't deny that.
...
...
That's your fourth cigarette in a row.
They keep me sane.
Those will kill you.
Let them. You know, you have an uncanny knack of stating the obvious.
Hahaha. Yes, I do. It's no fun when you're like this, you agree with everything I say.
Yeah.
Oh, you're going?
I have to.
Where to now?
I don't know either.
To be fair, you did what you could.


For those who are curious, "kotaete boku no koe ni" means "they answer in my own voice."
 
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22 October 2008
i am
I am the Egyptian goddess Mout.
I am the voice inside my own head.
I am the prank caller you want to kill.
I am luuurve.
I am the smoke that floats above your lips.
I am the eyes that will ogle you when you feel alone.
I am the one you need.
I will be the person to despise you.
I am the woman sitting on your left shoulder.
I am bored.
I just want to get this over with.
Hate me.
Because I am.

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